Thursday, November 08, 2007

When you cry..

My dearest baby Kylie.....

So sorry can't accompany you all the time...
So sad to see your cry this morning,
When I left you for work..
..something that I don't know why but must do..

Really do want to hold you all the time
Playing with you, something you deserve more from me
Really do want to kiss your little fingers for whole day
..and never let it go, even for a minute..
Still remember your lovely smells.. mixed up with your tears..

You sad because your brother left you for school..
one day you will, sweetheart..
You cry because your grandpa left you to bring granny for shop..
you insist to get in the car and very angry with the condition..
mom understands you, honey...
Then, your biggest cry, when your last hope, me... left you to work..
you hugged me tight and won't release when your nanny wants to hold you from my arms
it hurts me a lot to see you cry....
and I cried....

Only pray and hope, that one day you will know..
I always love you and never meant to hurt you..
I do love you, my baby Kylie....

With deepest love from your working mom.... at office, 10.00 am

15 comments:

Anonymous said...

From Uci Mom Kavin Ija:

sperti halnya diriku..
kadang klo lagi bete telemete ama kerjaan aku juga kadang gitu..pengennya di rumah aja ama anak2.. tp klo inget anak2 jd malah semangat lagi.. soalnya kan aku kerja buat mereka juga...

n aku brusaha yakinkan diri klo Tuhan punya rencana yg lebih indah buatku n kelg...aku yakin klo tiba pd waktunya Tuhan akan buka jalan biar aku bisa bareng anak2 terus...

btw, walo kadang klo kelamaan di rumah suka kangen ngantor juga..:-)

Anonymous said...

From Jusuf JK:
ya sabar ya bu...
semua parents disini juga pinginnya full time di rumah sama anak2 mereka...
tapi semua orang harus kerja,,,,, klo jaman koboi di amerika dulu.
parentsnyakan berladang dan beternak.. so anak2nya bisa pada bantu...dan
parentsnya kerjanya di samping rumah..

Anonymous said...

From Boedoet/Intan D:

ihiks ihiks...
kuatkan hatimu mbak..
apapun yg mbak pilih aku yakin itu bentuk cinta mbak yg terbaik buat buah hati tercinta :)

Anonymous said...

From Aldo D:
begitulah manusia.... istriku ngga kerja dirumah pengennya kerja.... eh yang kerja pengennya dirumah... yah... emang manusia :) hehehehe sorry kalo ngga bantu

Anonymous said...

From Elizabeth Sondang:
hiks... sedih banget bacanya, lgs terbayang my litle girl, keisha dgn curly hair dan beautifull eyesnya, di rumah ama sus dan mbanya krn abangnya udah pergi sekolah dan mamanya di ktr "sabar ya sayang, one day in HIS time ma akan temenin de kei terus seharian.........."

Anonymous said...

From Kartika N:
Jd pengen nangis mbak :(
*working mother too*

Anonymous said...

From Dwiwahyono:
Sebetulnya seorang wanita tidak ada kewajiban mencari nafkah diluar
rumah..karena yang memiliki kewajiban mencari dan memenuhi nafkah adalah laki-laki (suami) .. Namun seringkali kebutuhan dan keinginan hidup "memaksa" seorang wanita untuk ikut membanting tulang....

Semoga kita semua diberikan ketabahan dan kesabaran.....

Anonymous said...

From Emmy W:
hiks...mata berkaca-kaca
sabar ya mbak Fiona

Anonymous said...

From Erik:
Very touching, Bu! All we need is a little patient, right? Jadi
inget lagu Richard Mark yang ditujukan untuk ibunya:

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Thanks To You
-------------
Richard Marx

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You gave me life, Gave me your heart
Your shoulder when I needed to cry
You gave me hope when all my hope is gone
Wings so my dreams can fly
And I haven't told you enough
Haven't been good enough, making you see

Chorus:

My love for you will live in my heart
Until eternity's through....
I see your smile in the eyes of my child
I am who I am, Mama, Thanks to you

You gave me your word,
Gave me your voice
Gave me your everything,
Each breath of your life
You believe when I can never have
You teach my faith to survive
And I never can do enough
Never thank you enough, for all that you are

(Repeat Chorus)

I know the treasure, I'm filled with grace
Whenever I see your face

(...music....).

And I see your smile in the eyes of my child
I am who I am, Mama, Thanks to You
To you.....

Anonymous said...

From tprahayu:
Wa...terus terang aku g mau baca lebih dalam soal ini, soalnya baru baca sedikit aja , air mata sudah menitik, inget anak dirumah. Ntar gedenya dia lebih sayang ma aku ma sama mbaknya ya...hiks...hiks...

Anonymous said...

From Luigi:
cek deh postingan ku di blogspot sama... :-)

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Anonymous said...

From Hairiah:
Hiks secara kalo mo berangkat kantor ngelewatin sekolahnya egi n pas dia lagi istirahat paling Cuma bisa dadah dadah...sesek bo dada ini..hiks

Fiona Siahaan said...

WHOAAAAAAA !!!!

Jadi tambah nangis bombay.. hiksss.... ntar dirumah donlot lagunya ah dari youtube.
makasih yah Rik..... gimana nih kabar.. dah lama ga ktmu.. :)

Gpp kok aku tadi pagi kebetulan juga lagi moody banget... sampe kantor suasana masih kebawa yg dari rumah... sekarang udah bisa menata perasaan lagi dengan kesibukan yg ada.. (ini bos dari tadi demanding banget.. hehe)

Sekali lagi thanks buat semuanya yah..